I WANT TO.....

I want to hurt my self so freak-en bad
because I'm feeling so pissed of and sad
I want to strike that little blade of mine
and tell everyone I'm feeling just fine

I want to get out of this messed up life
and keep striking myself with this knife
I want to freak-en run away and fly
run away from here and go and cry

I want to break down and say I'm okay
about everything gone wrong today
I want to love you but I hate you so
when i ask you questions you say no

I want to know why things go wrong
when it does I don't feel very strong
I want to know why I feel depressed
even when things are not stressed

I want to be like a wolf wild and free
I'll catch you where ever you will be
I want to why you hate me so much
is it because I don't keep in touch

I want to know when and how will I die
then I will never now when to try
I want to know do I really need this
or am I just not here like I don't exists

I know this is not as good but it's how I felt today.

(C) Devilwithin