Missing you

When i think of you
I feel like crying.
I don't know what to do
Besides sitting here and dying.

I think of the memories we've had.
Embracing me in your arms
Never letting go.
Its making me sad.

I wish we could go back
To the way things used to be.
But sometimes you need a smack,
Sometimes i just need it to be me.

You make me feel good about myself
In every single way.
"Us" is what we called our selfs
Now Its "I" and "You,"its starting to weigh.

I don't know why
I keep crawling back.
Is it the way you say "Hi?"
Or is it because you gave me a lilac?

You were a jerk,
An ignorant fool!
I saw you give me that smirk
And who cleans your pool.

But yet your sweet
And awfully nice.
You told me your sorry
and you'll give me a ride in your Ferrari.

But I guess I'm just trying to say
That I liked you a lot
Loving you is my plot.

But right now,
I'm missing you to death!

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Yes Claire...It is about TB lol