Dream...

Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss
I thought I'd finally come out of this place
Not knowing i was only to fall back ten times worse

These walls have gotten so familiar now
I live in this room i never come out
I let people in sometimes but I've learnt,
I let people in and in the end only get hurt

But i will stay here, painfully just making it through each day
I won't be selfish nor take my life so you can pay
Although i face this scary world alone
I no if i go too many will mourn

I question you all why aren't you there when i need you
Do i need to die just so you know what I'm going through
You ignore my lifeless expressions, the many cuts up my sleeve
Maybe this wake up call is what you need

But no i can't do it, i will live my life
Things might get better, I'll get through this strife
In the meantime I'll hide away silently cut and scream
Maybe soon you'll see a stable life is all i dream...