I forget

What is this feeling?
So awkward and new
Unexpected
Long over due

Where were you a week ago?
Before I screwed up
Maybe I'd still have a man
Maybe I'd still be on top

Lost, confused
What do I do?
To act on an impulse
Maybe too soon

How can I control my feelings?
So you cannot see me
Weakening before you
Falling to my knees

Maybe its jealously
Maybe its regret
Maybe its love
Maybe...I forget