Eternal darkness pt I

I lie awake at night
thinking of life ahead
staring into the pitch black
i don't know what I'm to do.

I just feel so helpless
so tired and confused
so lonely and so bruised.
what the hell am i to do.

My life's so complicated,
I'm just so frustrated,
and everyday I'm hated,
for being so damn jaded.

But now I'll rest my head
and try to get some sleep
and then maybe I'll wake up tomorrow,
and this will all just be a dream.