My eyes...closed
why cause i have no trust
i have been hurt so many time so to stay away is a must
i have been hurt so bad and its not cause they cheat
its not just my heart but my face that they beat
no more relationships for me will occur
because i know i will just end up cutting myself with a razor
again.. i sit and cry
as i pray to the lord and ask him why
but it don't change
the pain does range
from crying to cutting
it makes me feel so strange
so my eyes are closed
because that way i don't see
all the pain building up inside of me
but i do... want to be loved someone to love me to hold me close show me love just hug me
but never that because i know i cant do it
because i know i will just get hurt again just name it i have been threw it
lying beating cheating its all the same
they all do the same thing so they should have the same name...Disrespect
but let me reflect
didn't they say they would never disrespect ..what they forget
well help me forget because i met somebody new
he seem like he for real about what he do
so now my eyes are open
because for him i guess its his eyes that help me see
that theres no way he would disrespect me
so i cry not because of pain but because i know
that he would never hit me because he would never stoup that low
so is it over after all the pain i have been threw
just please don't start all my pain over by disrespecting me too
