Never Before, Never Again

You're a sweet seduction from hell
Every last person can tell
It's everything, from the way you look to the way you smell
You were a bad decision indeed
A lost love that no one should want or need

Never before, never again
You were, you were with me once before, but never again
Gave me a feeling of love and hate that I can't comprehend
Your signals yes only you can send
But my morals only I can bend
Not break nor shatter but bend with no meaning to mend

So now I'm lying in my bed once again and you're not here
I've been tired of your shit
That I must admit
I can't find a way to get over you like I want to
But I'm managing my way around you
The only other thing I can possibly do

Never before, never again
You were, you were with me once before, but never again
Gave me a feeling of love and hate that I can't comprehend
Your signals yes only you can send
But my morals only I can bend
Not break nor shatter but bend with no meaning to mend

Did you even notice?
Did you ever care?
Were you even aware of my despair?
No, you never were
You never noticed and you never cared
You showed a love that you never shared
Rip my heart out with your bare hands
So you can finally show me
What exactly were your plans?
Now I guess I'm the only one that truly understands