I truly thought you meant it when you said you loved me
But then why are you always so unsure about us?
Why do you push me away just as we get closer?
Just when I thought that we were finally happy?
Just when I finally open up my heart and let it flow naturally?
I let loose my emotions just so that I can get hurt all over again.
You might as well tell me the truth,
Whether you really want my love or not.
If you did, I'd let go of my control and fall head over heels for you.
I could be totally in love and know my love will be returned.
If you didn't, I'd hold on tight to my feelings and never let you come near to my heart.
I can just turn my heart to ice when I think about you.
Save myself from heartbreak and despair.
So why won't you answer me?
I'm tired of those answers that are in between.
I never knew how to act towards that and I won't know now.
Tell me, because I'm hurting so much,
Longing for your love and being unsure if I really have it or not...
Please love me, don't make me wait any longer.
