Just Friends

I thought I loved her,
That we were meant to be,
It never was there at all,
But I just refused to see,

That you were here the whole time,
Reaching your hand to mine,
Are you the one my soul longs for,
The one with a soul divine,

Under my radar you stayed,
While I looked for my ideal,
My thoughts were wrong, so was my sight,
Now I don't know what I feel,

Do I love you instead,
Of the other who I believed,
Held me dear as I held her,
Has love my troubles relieved,

Why did she say those things,
They only caused pain,
As I stare at you longingly,
Through my window pane,

Can you please ease my worry,
Nothing seems real,
But I can't show you this confession,
To let you know how I feel,

We are only supposed to be friends,
I should not feel that way,
As long as you don't love me too,
Just friends we will stay.

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