I always had people telling me nasty things.
I always had so much pain to go through. I
Always had no one to lean on. I always had to
Learn things the hard way even if I did nothing
At all. I always had screaming in my ear. I always
Had a bit response. I always had to get hit. I
Always had a dad who I never liked and who
Never liked me as well. I always had so many
Concerns but no time. I always had things I
Couldn't handle. I always had a horrible life.
But if there was always one thing I could take
Out of it, was to tell everything, keep nothing
In, to not dwell in the past but always think
Of the future, it has so much more in store.
My life wouldn't always be like this unless I
Want it like this, unless I make it stay like
This. So many things in me, so much to share.
My life has be a wreck but I will come out
Better. Nothing shows me more but the
Things I learned. My lessons in life has
Been good even though before I used to say
Bad. I learned what comes around goes
Around, and what has came to me has
Went back to them. My life has come
Out great because everything bad has went
Away. But I can still remember everything
I had, and cry over how I made people
Mad. On how I was never wanted by my
Dad. On how my life has be a wreck and
How I try and try to make it better just
For my own good and how so far nothing
Has happened to help. But trying is no
Mistake. Trying has gotten me here, with
Little pain and still the same amounts of
Concerns. I had many things in my life
And now there basically all gone. It's a
Wreck but trying is what keeps me going
Along.
