I hate that i need you
and i wish it wasn't true
i hate that you don't need me
and that you just left me be
i hate that on Christmas eve you were the one i wanted to call
and that all Tim could do is watch
me fall
i hate that you just didn't care
and it just doesn't seem fair
but most of all, i hate hating you
but i guess thats I'm left to do...
(this is about one of my best friends that just stopped talking to me out of no where. well on christmas eve my apartment got robbed and it was horrible {lots of things were gone, but thank god nothing major}, yet i couldn't bring myself to call him... Tim is my ex-boyfriend and he did all he could do, but he just ended up watching me cry... )