The darkest shadow of the moon

Crying in bed it is half past one.
My mind is racing the fight has begun
The fight against myself, my own worst enemy
How will I go?
Ill take whats left of me.
The trees are swaying in this world of pain.
I see myself in the reflection of what shall slit my vein.
I run outside.
The damp earth below my feet. The graceful winds dance in the street.

It is dark a full moon.
I see you in the shadows
Every afternoon.

The stars are gleaming this life is dead.
I cant go on
the beats pulsating in my head
Running to the water
I look up and cry
'Sorry' I said
this will be the last goodbye.

The sweet kiss of death cold on my cheek
This is it now
I will no longer speak.

You wanted me to relax
And now I can
You have made my life hell
Where do I begin?