Alone

No one understands me,
Or do they just not care?
They said they'd always be here,
Except they're never there.

They all think they know me,
Just trash like the rest.
But deep down inside they know,
That I was always the best.

They cover their singeing pain,
With anger, vengeance and hate.
This is why I'm always alone,
'Cause no one knows the stake.

My heart was stripped from me,
So many years ago,
And as much as I want to tell them,
I just can't let myself go.

Letting someone in,
It is my hardest feat.
But one day he'll be worth it,
And never again I'll weep.

I wait and wait for him,
To save me from this hell.
How long will it be?
Not even I can tell.

I search for him,
Day in and out.
Going through guys,
Just like a water spout.

I may hurt them now,
But in time it always heals.
And afterward they come to know,
Exactly how I feel.

Searching for the one,
That will save me from myself.
Save me from this life,
And wanting to kill myself.

I tell myself don't give up,
'Cause in the end it will be better.
And if it's one thing I've learned,
It's to never, ever surrender.