She's beautiful

Everynight I wonder why
I wasn't your special guy
I can't get you off of my mind
trying to put the past behind.
But I can't you put my feelings aside,
it was impossible No matter how hard I tried.
sometimes we're together again as it would seem,
But I only wake up saddened from a dream.
I'm always waking up in the middle of the night,
Wondering if things would once again be alright.
My heart shattered in pieces while I try to pick them off the floor,
Wondering if you'll be with me once more.
I spot you easily from a far distance away,
Hoping things would be the same when I use to walk your way.
But I just stay there, frozen in my tracks
because I always try to hold my feelings back.
I just stand there amazed and an awe,
From the beauty I always saw.
She's beautiful, she always will be.
I just hope someday she'll come back to me.