Nothing seems to go right
it seems everything is lost
i can't cry and the pain builds up inside
I push the ones i hold so dear away from me
i can't find my way
i break down inside
as piece by piece i try putting myself together
but each piece falls apart again
i force a smile
i force the pain to go away but it won't leave me alone
i lie about how i feel but honestly i don't know how i feel
i can't figure myself out or understand myself
i don't know how anyone else can
tears form in my eyes but i force myself not to cry
Everything seems wrong
i tell myself lies only to hurt myself but i know the truth
i hurt the people i love
i don't understand why the pain is so mush that i bleed inside.
