I swore to myself i was over you finally
I wouldn't put myself through anymore misery
But then the phone rang i swear it was you
Its so pathetic cause i was hoping it was too
But the phone broke up so i hung up
Forever not knowing if it was you or not
And i try to pretend I've never know you from the start
Because your memories pierce straight through my heart
This insecurity you've led me to become
You don't understand the dangerous severity of this so called love
You're self centered mind is just pulling me along on a string
These poisonous lies you no not of the effects they bring
In time these memories will hopefully fade
I loathe ever giving away my heart i hate this pain
No matter what anyone says you are the one who can change things
But no, now your too late my black heart is is already broken
I hope one day you'll understand how horrible you made me feel
Plus all those lonely, bloody night i just had to deal
Self destroy is what i did...
But you were stabbing holes in my heart with out even knowing it
As your having the time of your life with her
Memories of us turn to nothing but a blur
Theres nothing really left to say but just give up
I've waited for you long enough...
