The way i feel

How do I tell u the way I feel, how do I show u the way I want to,
How do I know if u loves me back?
How do I know if all always have my back?
The only way I can think of this is to Wright your name in my scarlet anguish,
And when u finds my body there you will know that I care,
You will c the gashes all over my body with the letters of you name
In my arms and legs then maybe youâ??ll notice me
Maybe when Iâ??m dead and u see that Iâ??m not there youâ??ll realize
How much I felt for u and maybe youâ??ll love me to