The green eyed monster

I'm sinking further and further
into a world thats full of fear
the one i just got over
but the pain still just as near

I look all around me
I look to wards the ground
lying on the floor, my broken heart
just waiting to be found

Its in a million pieces
from the pain he caused me
But he won't let it go away
he just won't let it be

He can't see what he's doing
by keeping the pain so near
Hes making me so hurt
living a life of fear

Fear that I'll be lonely
fear that I'll be rejected
the same feelings that I've always had
just not me have they affected

when i see the couples
just walking hand in hand
when i fell no one caught me
i stay in the place where i did land

The green eyed monster attacks
My whole body and my heart
My heart no longer strong enough
To fight along and take part

I hate seeing couples pass
my heart starts feeling lonely
i want to be just like them
but my mind just thinks..if only