Tears pour down my face, i cant breathe
because Ive lost this grace that i can no
longer embrace, something
i can never replace.
I cant breathe nor can i sleep
this hold it has over my body
and mind, as i let out a tired sigh.
Where do i begin to
make things normal?
This trauma, no cure or formula.
And while I'm dealing with this
you cross my name off a list
Party all night,drink all you like
but i wont stay around,
as you stamp on my delicate ground.
Telling me one thing, doing another.
Lying through your teeth
as i sit here and weep!
Maybe i am weak, too predictable
Would it be better if i was invincible?
I just want to be swept off my feet.
I was searching in a one way street,
searching for that person
i so badly wanted to meet.
I see him in the distance,
but he fades because I'm dreaming.
I wish you would appreciate me,
Realize what you have
and never let me go.
But until then i will carry on dreaming
and you can carry on mistreating.
