It is hard to love and the to have lost. From your poem you seem to have had the short end of a relationship and that is never easy to swallow, especially when you are in love. I have a lot of poems on this topic, as I have gotten through a smilar situation myself. Just a thought for you . . . is the person that left you, that hurt you so bad, are they worth all the harm you are doing to yourself? You are letting them win you see, when you are imprisoned by the cruelty. They were not right, but you give them the whole victory if you let them continue to destroy you. They have lost you, and that is their loss to regret forever, but you, you have been saved the trouble of remaining with someone who could have hurt you even more. You got out, and you are feel from the jerk who hurt you. You get to move on to find someone who really deserves you and who will love you for it. Best of luck baby!

-Tainted Mikochan