My Pain

~My Pain~

As I lay staring at my ceiling
Tears slowly stream down my face
I am silently screaming
My soul is torn to pieces
I fall deeper into sorrow everyday
Wishing the world around me would freeze
My life is out of control and there I is nothing can do
I grab a hold but it is spinning to fast out of my reach
Nobody realizes how I feel
They don't know they are hurting me
As I hold the cold pulsating metal in my hand
I tell myself I wish I could die
But I can't

© Candice