Dear Diary,

by AnorexicDream   Jan 31, 2006


Dear Diary,
Things have gotten so bad
I hate to sit and remember
The life that I once had

No one seems to understand anymore
I sit in my room and cry my eyes out
sit there in silence
but I am trying to shout

This depression
it is eating me alive
as soon as i think that i am getting better
i take a effing nose dive

i don't see the point
you are the only one there
diary they said "i will always be here for you
this i promise this i swear"

but as i look around now diary
where are they show me
cause i cant see them
i need to be set free

i walk to school with fake smiles
and long sleeves on my arms
so they think i am happy
and wont think i self harm

there is nothing
that anyone can do
the only thing i have
diary, is you

*i know it isn't that great but it just came to me*

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  • 18 years ago

    by ||.SamanthA.||

    I MISS MY HUN BUN....=(

  • 18 years ago

    by xlovelostx

    I can totally relate to this poem it's really good! i'm here to talk to if you need to!!
    -Sarah

  • 18 years ago

    by alyssa

    Its great just like everything u write. i dont know what to say Amanda. i want to tell you im here for you but i have said that a million times before and you still feel so alone. i understand thou, i just wish there were some way to make you see that im here :( im sorry.

    love alyssa

  • 18 years ago

    by DevilWithin

    Aww hun this is great I love it, keep writting, xoxo Rach