Something for you

I tried to make things right,
I even sat in my bed crying at night.

I don't know why I pretend to be,
Something I'm not which is what you see.

I just don't want to fit in,
A life that's not mine so know you win.

Here's my life now it's yours to take,
I hate myself for being fake.

Control my life and my every move,
I just want to fit in with you.

Rain drops falling on my face,
Here's to promises you'll never make.

Here we have a friendship so untrue,
I just want to proove myself to you.

Who can I turn to when I cry,
My only wish now is to die.

So please help me now,
Save me fast I'm quickly going down!