Do I Still Love Him

I think about him.
I dream about him.
We were together for a long time.
We did so much.
You said I was your everything.
You were the first guy I kissed and the first guy I miss.
I told you I love you.
You told me you love me to.
I wanted to merry you.
You were my time I spent you were my life.
I made the biggest mistake in my life.
You told me to wait but I don't want to wait anymore.
So what do you think one more time?
I think I still like him.
What do you think?