No Remedy

What would you do if you couldn't sleep
found it hard to eat
Struggled all your life and always having people telling you its alright.
They are all oblivious to whats so obvious.
You hate this lifelessness, its like an illness.
Your pain has no remedy and no one can see.
You search for the answers, only to end up in disasters.
Far to much suffering, its worth nothing.
Now Your giving in.
Its the final ending.
If you felt all of this, you could see what its like to be me.
So don't say for a second iv got it easy.
Because life's got no reason, I'm sick of self deceiving.