My World In Your Hands

Open heart, shaking hands
I left my world in your palm
For hopes that you will undersatnd

You see, it has been so long
Since I have let another person in
Because I fear you will see this as wrong

I know I hide myself away
Secrets, hardly, it is merely the fear of trust
That keeps me from what I am about to say

As you see, my world is shaded black and white
No colour to dilebrate beautifully
There is no inbetween, it is like darkness and light

I have had my glory, I have shown my pride
I have smiled and laughed uncontrollably
But to all this is a different side

My darkness has prevailed to show
That I am not as strong as I have lead you to believe
And that I am much weaker than you have ever known

I have played the struggle with this side of me
Lost my hopes, felt unworthy of life
And lost track of what used to be my dreams

I fought with self-harm, fought to stay alive
Battled the voices that told me I was not good enough
And almost lost to my weaker side

These parts of me, which you hold
All that I keep hidden from everyone
Only till now has it ever begun to unfold

The world is unfathful, and that is why I put this in your hands
I must learn to begin to trust
And I hope you will learn to understand