I dont like you i love you

You've just left my house
I'm sitting on the floor
my hearts shattered like glass
emotions hidden behind the closed door

i don't want to hurt anymore
stop trying to get me to like you
because i don't
i love you

need to get away
leave my body for a day
bulimias back and its killing me
i hate feeling this way

everyone time you look at me
I'm lost within your sight
every time you touch me
it just feels so right

being with other people
doesn't make up for you
I'm pretending too much
i don't know what to do

i found you when i was down
you turned my life around
and you wouldn't even know
you didn't even make a sound

but i now rely on you for happiness
without you i break
if Ive said i don't like you
I'm lying I'm being fake

i hate you so much
but i like you more
your hurting me
now I'm bleeding red raw

i wish i didn't like you
or that you'd like me
I'm hurting so much
i just wanna be free

no more tears left to cry
no more sleepless nights
with the same question why
i sit in fright

i just want you to know
i now have no heart
because i have given it to you
in hope we never part