Judgment Hurts.....More Than You Know

The more I dream, the more I feel
How it was feeling even more real
I couldn't believe it,
I know it was wrong
But my feelings were just way too strong.
I listened to everyone and couldn't stand the talk
So I said it could never be and turned around to walk

I know I hurt you, really I do
And it's almost like I hurt as much as you
I'm truly sorry, really I am, but times are gone and I can barely stand.
Now I'm falling and no ones there to catch me,
I wish I were dead and wish everyone would just let me be.

I'm taking my own life but no one can see that your judgment was what killed me.
If I choose to love a girl, just let me live my own life, let me be.

I always said I didn't care,
But when it came down to it I didn't want them to stare
Although, I wasn't strong enough to say it then
I'm saying it now and I know that you'll always condemn

Now I'm gone and I regret
The way I hurt you,
the way you felt.
I shouldn't of listened to them,
I know it is true
Even I didn't want to admit how I felt......but I knew.

Everything's so heavy, I'm going to fall
I can't barely stand,
stand anything at all.
Now when I think about all the good times we've shared,
Ill be watching over you from heaven,
letting you know that I cared.
Apologizing for letting people affect my choices and listening to their horrible voices.

When they said it was wrong.
I admit that I thought it too
But now i know that there was nothing wrong,
with loving you......
A Girl loving another girl.