What Am I Turning Into

~What Am I Turning Into~

From a perfect angel
To a mysterious little girl
What does the little girl do behind closed doors
Cries infinity tears
Holds a knife to her arm
And makes it hurt
Make it hurt like she already hurts
Make the mental hurt go away
Her parents know half of her
The half where she gives up being happy
But can still love and care
What they don't know is she is a shattered soul
Hurt in many ways