Our Life In My Own Words

I remember all the nights we stayed up hours just talking
All the times we rode around and don't forget the stalking
We talked about everything you and I
I thought we would be best friends until the day we died
I remember when we learned to drive a clutch
I was your best friend , no other friend could love you that much
You was my maid of honor , when I got married
I thought we'd be best friends until we both were buried
You was the first one I called , when something good happened in my life
Now all the pain and hurt I have been going through is cutting like a knife
I was at the hospital with you when you was in labor
If there was anything that you needed, you knew you could call me up no matter what the favor
We all went camping at Deep Creek Lake
I loved you like a sister for heavens sake
We went to college together and made the Dean's List
When we didn't talk for a few days you are the one that I missed
We had big plans you and me
I never knew it would end up like this, I was to blind to see
What you and Darin did to me was so low
But I could never hate you just so you know
You both broke my trust and crushed my heart
And whether you know it or not it's killing me that we have to be apart
It will never be the same as it used to be
Because when you all did what you was doing, you wasn't thinking about me
You don't know how many times I have picked up the phone and started to call
But instead I just hang up the phone and being to bawl
I do not know what my future with Darin is
Cause at the time , in his eyes, your heart belonged with his
Someday I want to sit and talk to you
But first I need to work out what I am going through
For right now I wish you all the best, and hope all is going well
And for me right now ,I have to say MY LIFE'S A LIVING HELL..........
©Tisha

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*This was a poem written for my X best friend ,It was all that I could come up to say to her ...since even looking at her now is a hard thing for me to do.*