Push Me Farther

Wake up,
please hear me.
I'm drowning in this pool of blood.
with you standing here watching,
laughing at me as i scream.
screaming for the life i really never wanted.
just push me a little bit farther.
maybe i could do this on my own.
give me some space,
you hurt me more then ever...
at least i can admit i hurt you.
I'm sorry,
but now I'm not angry all the time.
I'm sorry but,
i just don't want you anymore.
where were you when i needed you?
do you even know?
just push me a little bit farther.
wake up,
hear me.
I'm drowning in this pool of blood.
with you standing here watching,
laughing as i scream.
screaming for the life I'm giving up...