by xXEmoDialUpXx Jan 31, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
My days go by so slow its true. then everyday I'm left feeling blue.i suffer in sadness. but yet show happiness.i try to be cool and and never show whats true what lies hidden deep inside is something i only long to hide. i cant keep it in no longer for it never makes me stronger. for days i want to runaway and never say good-bye i wanna know th truth instead of wondering why i wanna know the answers no more lies i wanna runaway and never say good bye.for today is the first day of the rest of my life because tomorrow it just to late to pretend everything alright.i keep running from what , from only a lie i cant stop I'm afraid ill die i cant live without it just like without you its hard to move on its hard to go on. nobody knows what its like to be me nobody knows what ts like not to be free, free from misery and dispear wanting to get out and disappear.try living like me feeling like a failure try being me and to keep your life up having your life on the edge and go trough a day without saying your words and going everyday not feeling like u don't deserve anything........going on knowing your me!! |