Let me be...

You look me in the eye,
You disturb my soul,
You make me cry
You make my skin crawl

I am dead,
I am strong,
I want my head
To be wrong!

In my mind
It taunts that time
You was so kind!
There was no signs

(I TRUSTED YOU
THROUGH AND THROUGH)

Some-day they will see,
The truth; I wish I didn't
No it will not set me
Free; free from the knot in my head!

Almost five weeks has gone by,
Binging, purging, scratches and burns
Sleepless nights, days pass me by,
"%£@ this lifes concerns!

Sometimes I wish I could disappear,
Fading, as I cling to extremes,
My mind I do fear
for in my daydreams,
I live a nightmare...