I thought I was dead once...
Then my world came tumbling down upon my selfish sorrows,
Now I feel "it"
or can't "it" be felt ?
Is it this numbness I truelly thought I had
that has shadowed my world?
The light has disappeared and I doubt it will reappear
Is this fate
or just plain reality?
Today I feel nothing
I may be numb but
I see everything
in my mind
in my nerves
almost before my eyes ...
Sometimes I wish it would go away
But who am I to wish my life away?
Are all my wrongs put right through this path which one has laid?
All I know is I want to fade
fade away, disappear...
perhaps I can do it the skinny way...?
