Love hurts

I thought i found the one.
Thought this love was true.
But it happened again.
I got left feeling blue.
She said I'm sorry.
Your just not my type.
I held my anger in,
With all my might.
She really got me mad.
Now I'm depressed.
I really loved her.
My friends thought I was obsessed.
Well now I'm all alone.
All alone again.
Only people I have are my
So called friends.
I don't know anymore.
Not even about them.
Don't know if they are fake.
Or if my heart is for them to mend.
Only time can tell.
What will happen next.
Hopefully, i get a bullet in my chest.
So I'd be done with this sorrow.
Gone with my soul.
Leaving everyone else.
To be screaming and crying
Out of control.

****Yeah stephen here, and its happened again, I go through more girls then a fat kid does cakes****