More than just drama

Neighborhood

you're all about backstabbing and lying
hurt and then desert
i hate this drama
we all end up crying

johnny is a playboy
he played us all
but in the end his charm
was his ultimate downfall
he cant even look me in the eyes
but it's his games that i despise
and in the end all the players will cry
ur going around
finding more victims now
i wont get in ur way
you'll dig ur own grave
u need no help
to reveal yourself
we all see it in ur soul
was i just another number
in ur dating toll

Adam acts all kind
but it's all in ur mind
he saves everyone just in time
his life is an invisible crime
his truth isn't even worth a dime
he jumbles with ur state of mind
he's always been about the lying

Mikel backstabs and makes everything tough
he ruins things and makes relationships rough
after all this he still hasn't had enough

Raychel Megg and Heidi
are the only ones still standing
still fighting

I'm so over all this crap
its so clear now
i no longer need a map

we are so isolated
everything is so complicated
johnny is so overrated
people are being dumped and dated

this is just all too much
we are all losing touch
johnny i am about to punch

leave us alone
especially me
i cant take u anymore
let me be

why cant u just accept
we are falling apart
we overpacked our cart
u think u are SO smart

i sure am sick
but not sick in love w/ u johnny
just sick of these lies
and sick of how u are

but now I'm leaving
life will go on
but w/o me
one day you'll want to get out
but it'll be to late
I'm saying goodbye
canceling our date

u sure know
how to take the happiness out of life
and replace it
with anger and strife

u were always up for another ride
but now listen to my side
u have no heart
u long ago tore mine also apart
u are all filled with greed
on my agony u feed
u wasted all of what u need

i cant imagine
what others would say
if they saw us
acting this way
b/c u all look like fools
being players
always changing the rules

I'm sitting here w/ Meghan in amazement
b/c how can u enjoy this torment
why cant johnny make a commitment

i will not surrender to this crap
instead at u i will laugh
eat out ur hearts
I'm getting a fresh start

ur on my regrets list
once i leave
i know u wont be missed

this neighborhood tears me down
not builds me high
makes me frown
just forces me to cry

tears are normal
pain is casual
violence goes on unnoticed
and rejection doesn't get a passing glance
u just used ur upteenth chance

so screw all of you
i hope u have fun
cuz in the end
when all is said and done

ur life will be left in ruins
for u to put back together
I'm not gonna be there to help
I'm leaving this lifestyle forever

i wrote this poem about my neighborhood. it is a huge mess. all it is is drama 24/7 but i have some of my best friends in there, megg for instance. i hate all the tears and drama. plz rate and comment. this is all completely tru.....