I love you Babi

Here I lay awake at night
In my heart I know I might
I might feel a pain so deep within
My head may start to spin

I need you here next to me
Before this pain gets the best of me
Im afraid to lose you the one I love
The one I think the world of

Blood that runs through my veins
The blood which leads to my heart
Like tiny little chains
Which the pain inside tears apart

I must apologize for my words before
I'm hurting worse than ever before
I just hope you understand my sin
Please let me start over and begin

It hurt when you didnt call
And when you wouldnt hold my hand
But thats not all
I just dont understand

It hurt when you joked about my mom
When you admitted you cheated
It felt like you struck my heart with a bomb
Just another way my heart was mistreated

Yeah you were joking
Youre still even smoking
I know not a lot
And Im happy its not pot

But Jokes sometimes hurt
Im better off being dirt
You say Im too young to be in love
But my love is what I write of

You see I can forgive you for all that bullshit
You dont even ask me to do it
Ive done favors for you
Now you can do some too

I know you have more control
And alot more self control
But you got a hold on me
Thats how it will always be

You have the stick
You are much more slick
You tell me you wont call Thursday or Friday
I know you wont call either day

It hurts that you threaten me
And I cant even get you to talk to me
You use my feelings against me
Like Im a toy or two or three

I want to know what your doing in life
You said tonight Id probably be your wife
I want to be with you forever
I dont want us to be apart ever

Heres my final plea
I just want you to know and see
I want you always with me
You can make me your wifey

Iden...
I LOVE YOU
I FORGIVE YOU
I TRUST YOU
I RESPECT YOU
I KNOW YOU
I BELIEVE YOU
I WANT YOU
I\'M MADE FOR YOU
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY WE ARE MEANT TO BE