What do u do
when your parents never loved you
they called you fat and ugly
and said that they never wanted you
you have never showed your love
only called my sickening names
telling me it was all a joke
but I\'m through with your fu.cking games
you are the ones that made these scars on my wrists
you ask why life is so bad
i blame it all on you
and the love i never had
you are the ones that force me to be this thin
eating nothing so you will refrain from using those names
because i would never disappoint you
i want none of your shame
you are the ones who make me take these pills
each one bringing the love i needed
you could have prevented this all
without becoming the one defeated
it seems you love them
more than you love me
giving them everything they wanted praise and love
everything you never gave me
you think i want the world
you think that I\'m conceited
but i only praise myself
cause you thought it was never needed
i don\'t want the world
not even that could be enough
all i want from you
are those parenting words of love
(ok pplz this is not really about me..i was just in a bad mood..plz rate and comment!!)
