Jens poem

Most of the time all i seem to be is confused '
i got two guys in my life and about them i don't know what to do
ya i got a boyfriend but i couldn't say i love him yet
but then there is ad someone i know i could spend the rest of my life with
guys have screwed me over though just so many times
and it would break my heart if i eventually chose the one whom in the end would cheat or lie
there has been many times that i was going to just give up and lose all faith
but right at those times is when there always seemed to be another boy to come my way
i have shed so many tears over different guys in the past year
but i always had my true friends who id trust would always be here
no one seems to understand just how hard it is sometimes
that i feel so bad i have to sit and write rhymes
i just wish that at least even half of the time people would not lie
i know there will be that day when true love will come my way
until that time all i can do is live life and see what all happens to change