I loved your other poems...as I have told you. This poem, however, I think, is the best one you have written and anyone else for that matter. I'm am holding back so many tears. Not many people's poems make me cry. My favorite lines and the ones that made me feel like I had knives going through my heart are:
“I know you do but to hate me…you must have loved me at a time.”
“Its true you know.” you’ll say…glowing at the signs of your tearing me apart
“I know I hurt you, I never wanted to, but I was able because I’m still in your heart.”
‘I despise you’ I’ll whisper- hushed weakly as love clogs my eyes
It’s so damn hard to fake hate when you still believe the lies

Especially the last one...it hit home so hard for me. Keep writing...I love reading what you have to say. And thank you very much for your comment and time. My poetry does mean more to me than my actual life.