Thoughts in my head

Running away, suicide, are all thoughts inside my head
I think about which one I should do while I'm laying in my bed.

My head is so messed up right now and no one understands
I wish there was someone that could actually lend a helping hand.

The depression inside me eats up my soul more and more every day
Someday I'm just gonna end it all without even a say.

All I know is this isn't gonna last for too long
No one will care so it shouldn't matter which day I do it on.

They will cry a lot and be sad for a while
But eventually they will forget and put on a smile.

I'll just lie there in a box buried under the dirt
And I won't care, because it will take away all the hurt.

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