Everytime you are so close to me,
i would feel so weird, so unnatural,
i had my emotions all mixed up,
not knowing the reasons for these,
I would always try to avoid you if i can,
i know that i cannot hold on much longer,
this friendship that's gone so suddenly,
it's bond is less and less stronger,
Sometimes i dreamt of us together again,
when i woke up i was so depressed,
i hope that dream will never ever end,
if only i could live in a world of illusions,
I don't want to take the first step again,
i'm scared of the ending too much,
what if you ignore me,
what if you ask me not to talk to you again,
I cannot handle it on my own,
i'm not as strong as i seem to be,
unlimited amount of fear in me,
which people cannot see at all.
