Hearts Blood Stains...

Today I spill my secrets
All over this bloodied ground
I spell my name over the wounds
That no one has found

My heart has been torn
Cut into a million pieces
The pain was foretold
As was the tears and bruises

For when love is forbidden
It must never be allowed to grow
And when the rules are broken
Someone's innocent blood will flow

For there is NEVER a happy ending
Without someones final demise
In order to achieve this happiness
Someone's dream always dies

But I have crossed that line
And I know what the consequences are
I knew from the beginning
That the temptation wouldn't take me far

I broke the golden rule
And now I pay the price
The blood on the floor
From another cut and slice

With every kiss I gave him
He cut a deeper hole
For the forbidden love in me
Slowly took over my soul

I was numb to the lies
I was drugged by his lips
I did not notice the blood stains
That were causing me to slip

I gave more than just my love
But my heart to go with it
And with every lie I created
I slowly broke my spirit

I couldn't hold on any longer
My eyes had to find a way to cry
And like history before me warned
Someone's known happiness died

The secret stumbled from my lips
When my heart tore in two
I couldn't take the pain no more
I had to scream that I loved you

I caused her the same pain I felt
And you cut me even deeper
For even though I gave my whole
You still chose to keep her

Now I lay on my hearts remains
Trying to find a way to heal
Maybe if I wish hard enough
This will turn out not to be real

I wash my hands in my own blood
For I have paid for my great sin
Someone always loses in the game of love
And this time I wasn't the one to win

I was feeling very depressed about this...and I felt more like a darker side of me...hope u guys understand what I am trying to say....please comment it would mean a lot...Thnx

::MELI::