Understand

You know my nightmares
you know my fears
you weren't there
through all my tears

I really like you
I know its true
but you don't feel the same
you probably have no clue

You pass me by in the hall
without a word
so from me to you
not a word will be heard

If you only knew the pain
I feel when you just pass me by
the pain remains, it stays
you didn't have to lie

I would have changed for you
I would have tryed to understand
I think about you all the time
I'm falling now why don't you grab my hand

I told myself that after Josh
I would never let a guy bring me down
you make me feel stupid
do I seriously look like a clown

I'm gonna loose this one
but maybe next time I'll win
maybe soon my heart won't feel
like it's being jabbed with a pin

If you look down inside you
I know theres a part
that wants me like I want you
look deep down inside that kind heart

I understand that I'm not for you
but you could have told me
instead of acting like I don't exist
you didn't have to let me be

You still have a chance
because I still feel for you
I can't see me without you
I don't want no one new

You still have my heart
you can make this thing right
so I can stop faking my smile
and stop crying at night

You can make the pain go away
you can make everything cool
stop putting me in the dark corner
I know you see me in school

Stop putting me in the dark
let me see the light
thats one way that
you can make it right

I understand you embarrassed by me
and it would ruin your life if they saw
so you make it so we can be together
why is it that you never call

You got my number I know you do
I wish you would stop playing these games
I know she said something to you
I know of all the mean names

If you believed her than your low
cause you know its not true
not one bit of it is
she has no idea she has no clue

Well none of it will control me
I guess I will live without all the love
you would have gave me, now
I'm floating but I'm not going above

The devils taken me under
come and grab me before I go
you can save me from this
come and let me know

Let me know how you really feel
So we can be together
don't push me away
we could be forever

we'll never know unless you give us a chance
I ain't asking for much really
alls I want is some romance
your games ain't nothing bu silly