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by alive in death Feb 1, 2006 category : Love, romance / secret love
Impossible. want to give you everything i never had, want you to feel all the things i never felt. i want to see you loved so i can love myself. I'm to hardened to ever let you get to close. i don't think i can break the mental. i need the warmth i feel when i see your face. cause it's to cold without you to embrace. the cold takes from the past i want to forget. and without the one i need to love, it's the only thing I'm left with. i know the two can connect. but my chest feels to compressed from the love i hold in, I'm afraid I'm gonna do something crazy, before i can be with you, it cant be to late.... maybe it's gone.