Young cutter

Young cutter.

my young love,

kept the door shut.

teasing me.

showing me,

how to be...

patient.

I'd do anything to walk beyond that shutter.

yeah.... show her my resistance.

my control.

all i know.

and she'd make me weak...

i can control what i feel,

as long as i have something,

someone to care for.

all for my young love.

now the day came when i couldn't hear the breath of my....

miracle, my beauty queen.

beyond that shut door.

i had to make a choice to disobey.

i smashed through to the other side,

and like a rash,

it rushed to my sight.

i saw the red muse,

my life long siren,

stricken her,

the cuts ran all on her,

around her,

in her.

i couldn't take it...

i fell to my face,

screeching as i crawled near to comfort her,

but there was no life...

just one last shiver.

she said, "every cut was to ease the pain of you not here with me."