The flood

The flood

i have got an ailment.

this deep chasm in my soul.

where there's no comfort to fill it.

i sense the beauty and sadness in everything.

and it connects with me deeply.

i want more then anything in this world ...

to know someone that feels this way

i want to share with them without talking.

i want to look into there eyes and know that they know what I'm thinking.

right this moment i feel dead.

i have a searing pain that i cant pin point.

it's somewhere in me.

and i don't want it to go away.

i want to run into someone's arms

have them hold me and give me promises.

cause i cant see where my life is going.

i feel like I'll just waiste away.

i want a new language

one that excludes those words of pain.

if that language existed, nothing would be torn.

everything would grow and i wouldn't feel this way.

so if someone hears me.

hears my heart and my prayers.

don't shy away, just show me...

that you know, you've seen, and you care.

if you share the same desires and want the world to know.

and you feel like the walls will fall in if it dies with you.

i want you to know you're not alone.

and i want to be with you.