This poem is so sad..but i know how you feel you jsut wish you coudl go back intime and erase your past and start over again and change who GOd created you to be..btu u cant which more than suxs sumtimes.
i am so sry you hate urself sumtimes..evryone does...but face it we're sinners so thats why we have so much hate..we hate it when others hate asnd condem them yet its so easy for us to hate ourselves..such a contridiction..or maybe i am jsut rambling. ok os keep it up and cheer up buddy ur lvoed!