Poison or Truth?

The words we say
The games we play

Its all for nothing
If you don't love me

I see you in my dreams
Even in reality nothing is what it seems

The people around me feed me poison
My head fills with thoughts of things that will never happen

With all the things that are said
I just want to go to bed

Where there are no taunting thoughts of what could be
Just you and me

While some say what should be
I say please someone shoot me