Sweet death,
I crave your release from this world and every one in it. It's hard to breath, hard to speak, yet I find myself screaming. Why can you and only you see the true pain inside me? Free me, please my love. I no longer wish to live this life, I cannot handle the thing that traps me in the corner. Taunting me to do it, make myself bleed. Why am I here? These questions you may be able to answer.
I have lost myself, no hope of ever returning. I sit here alone in my mind, as if you never were there. I'm not a mistake, I have not any problems......This is not over!!!!!